Niall's P.O.V.
Matilda and I kept having long conversations, texting each other; talking about everthing that came into our minds. She made me use smileys because she thinks it looks nicer. But still; Harry's texting her as well. Not as much as I text her/she texts me, though. But still! Whenever she needs longer to answer my texts I know she's either texting Harry or fell asleep on top of her mobile...
She often manages to do that because we sometimes text till two or three in the morning.
But even thought she says she likes our conversations, I'm still a little afraid she might actually think I'm clingy or even annoying. I'm scared she maybe likes Harry more than me. Everyone does!
If it's about girls; I'm pretty insecure. Not like Harry. Not at all! He would just ask out any girl and everyone of them would say yes before he'd even be able to end the question. They'd melt just by the way he looks at them.
While I would just stand there, in some corner, with the braces on my teeth and the hands in my pockets. The corners of my mouth dropping when I see all these girls walk up to Harry and Zayn, Liam and Louis, even Paul. Everyone but me.
'What happened? :O', I got a text from Matilda. Oh right! I totally forgot that I told her I was pretty upset at the moment. 'Would you mind if we'd meet? I just need someone to talk to at the moment... :/', I replied quickly. Hoping she'd agree. She needed pretty long till she finally answered so it made me think she's texting Harry instead. But when I looked at him I saw him laying on the sofa, half asleep.
'I'd love to', she finally replies, 'but I can't! I'm at my grandma's house and I can't just leave! xx' I was pretty sure she was lying. I guess she doesn't even have a grandma here. She just didn't want to talk to me. She'll probably meet Harry this evening anyway. For sure, she's falling for him. Why would she like me? Why does she even keep texting me? Is she just being polite? She wouldn't have to! She'll just make it worse!, I thought, thinking about the worst things that could possibly happen.
'But maybe you could come over? :) xx' Again I wasn't sure if she just tried to be nice or if she really wanted to meet me. I agreed nevertheless and she gave the adress. After I changed into my dark blue jacket and my beige pants, I went outside, hiding my face under my jacket's hood. It just took me a ten minute walk till I saw the posh house in front of me.
You could probably already call it a mansion. I gasped a little as I didn't expect a house like this when Matilda said what it looked like.
I entered the mansion after telling that concierge guy -or whatever his role here was- my name and the reason for my appearence. He let me in as soon as I said I'd want to see Matilda. Luckily he said where exactly I'd find her. Otherwise I probably would've needed ages for that.
"Hey Nialler!", she greeted me, seeming extremly happy, which made my thoughts disappear for a short period of time. "Hi Mattie!", I reply, using her nickname. "So? Why are you here?", she asked, not letting me any time to ask her something myself, "it sounded like something horrible happened!", she explained and actually seemed to be worried.
So I decided to tell her the whole story. I told her why I was so insecure and how I felt about the girls hugging everyone else but me. She just listens and doesn't say anything. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to like this as I can't tell whether she understands my situation or would act like all these girls as well. But I understood it as a great feature.
Being good at listening to other people's stories without telling them your own problems is always something good to do. She just sometimes nodded and made noises like 'mh' and 'uhm'.
When I ended my story she just looked at me and shakes her head. "What?", I ask starting to be insecure again. "I just can't understand all these girls!", she finally replies. "You would always be the one I'd hug first!", she explains, with a little smile on her face. "And I just can't believe I'd be the only one who thinks about it this way!", she explains, almost sad!?
"But it feels like you actually are the only one...", I say turning my head away from her as I didn't want her to see the little teardrop in the corner of my eye. "Don't be sad, Niall! You do deserve all the hugs in the world, but if these girls don't see it they just don't deserve YOU!", she says and makes me blush.
Then she suddenly hugged me and my cheeks got even redder -didn't think that was possible. "Did anyone else hug you today?", she asked. I shake my head. No, there was no concert or anything today.
"So, I'm the first one!", she winks, "and you're the first one I hug today... well... besides my grandma...", she says and makes me laugh out loud, "but I guess that doesn't count, does it?", the two of us just keep laughing.
<--- nineth chapter | eleventh chapter --->
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hey ho honeycakehorses xD
i'm actually at Lisa's ATM :D writing this from her laptop :) so why don't you just take a look at her >>fanfic<< and comment, as a thank you!? ;)
and now: guess what! I bought the deluxe edition today *O* (finally KINDA had money for that xD) and then we watched the DVD and we like nearly died about a thousand times!! ♥o♥ and Niall made us pregnant! even though I think being dead and being pregnant isn't a good combo but whatever! xD
seriously: this is PORN!
it really is! just the way they walked made us freak out(in a f**king good way *______________________________________________________* xD)
luckily, there was no one else her at Lisa's house because we totally fangirled and jumped around like awkward frogs or... Jedward! xD ;) and we screamed the hell out of us and yeah... xD
oh and btw: Lisa -who's sitting right beside me while I write this [AWKWARD SITUATION!] kinda sometimes laughs her ass off. haha. now she just stares at me and my writing really weird and NOW! she says: so it starts again...!
yeah... i like writing down what she says xD
okay. i should stop now! i really should! xD but before i do that(i just can't D:) we only have THREE(!) classes tomorrow! *-* yay!
i'll try to upload! :)
bye ♥
same game like last time down there ↓ :)
you(4 people) somehow managed to pick all different colours xD so i decided to pick the one who commented first ;)
Matilda and I kept having long conversations, texting each other; talking about everthing that came into our minds. She made me use smileys because she thinks it looks nicer. But still; Harry's texting her as well. Not as much as I text her/she texts me, though. But still! Whenever she needs longer to answer my texts I know she's either texting Harry or fell asleep on top of her mobile...
She often manages to do that because we sometimes text till two or three in the morning.
But even thought she says she likes our conversations, I'm still a little afraid she might actually think I'm clingy or even annoying. I'm scared she maybe likes Harry more than me. Everyone does!
If it's about girls; I'm pretty insecure. Not like Harry. Not at all! He would just ask out any girl and everyone of them would say yes before he'd even be able to end the question. They'd melt just by the way he looks at them.
While I would just stand there, in some corner, with the braces on my teeth and the hands in my pockets. The corners of my mouth dropping when I see all these girls walk up to Harry and Zayn, Liam and Louis, even Paul. Everyone but me.
'What happened? :O', I got a text from Matilda. Oh right! I totally forgot that I told her I was pretty upset at the moment. 'Would you mind if we'd meet? I just need someone to talk to at the moment... :/', I replied quickly. Hoping she'd agree. She needed pretty long till she finally answered so it made me think she's texting Harry instead. But when I looked at him I saw him laying on the sofa, half asleep.
'I'd love to', she finally replies, 'but I can't! I'm at my grandma's house and I can't just leave! xx' I was pretty sure she was lying. I guess she doesn't even have a grandma here. She just didn't want to talk to me. She'll probably meet Harry this evening anyway. For sure, she's falling for him. Why would she like me? Why does she even keep texting me? Is she just being polite? She wouldn't have to! She'll just make it worse!, I thought, thinking about the worst things that could possibly happen.
'But maybe you could come over? :) xx' Again I wasn't sure if she just tried to be nice or if she really wanted to meet me. I agreed nevertheless and she gave the adress. After I changed into my dark blue jacket and my beige pants, I went outside, hiding my face under my jacket's hood. It just took me a ten minute walk till I saw the posh house in front of me.
You could probably already call it a mansion. I gasped a little as I didn't expect a house like this when Matilda said what it looked like.
I entered the mansion after telling that concierge guy -or whatever his role here was- my name and the reason for my appearence. He let me in as soon as I said I'd want to see Matilda. Luckily he said where exactly I'd find her. Otherwise I probably would've needed ages for that.
"Hey Nialler!", she greeted me, seeming extremly happy, which made my thoughts disappear for a short period of time. "Hi Mattie!", I reply, using her nickname. "So? Why are you here?", she asked, not letting me any time to ask her something myself, "it sounded like something horrible happened!", she explained and actually seemed to be worried.
So I decided to tell her the whole story. I told her why I was so insecure and how I felt about the girls hugging everyone else but me. She just listens and doesn't say anything. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to like this as I can't tell whether she understands my situation or would act like all these girls as well. But I understood it as a great feature.
Being good at listening to other people's stories without telling them your own problems is always something good to do. She just sometimes nodded and made noises like 'mh' and 'uhm'.
When I ended my story she just looked at me and shakes her head. "What?", I ask starting to be insecure again. "I just can't understand all these girls!", she finally replies. "You would always be the one I'd hug first!", she explains, with a little smile on her face. "And I just can't believe I'd be the only one who thinks about it this way!", she explains, almost sad!?
"But it feels like you actually are the only one...", I say turning my head away from her as I didn't want her to see the little teardrop in the corner of my eye. "Don't be sad, Niall! You do deserve all the hugs in the world, but if these girls don't see it they just don't deserve YOU!", she says and makes me blush.
Then she suddenly hugged me and my cheeks got even redder -didn't think that was possible. "Did anyone else hug you today?", she asked. I shake my head. No, there was no concert or anything today.
"So, I'm the first one!", she winks, "and you're the first one I hug today... well... besides my grandma...", she says and makes me laugh out loud, "but I guess that doesn't count, does it?", the two of us just keep laughing.
<--- nineth chapter | eleventh chapter --->
_______________________________
hey ho honeycakehorses xD
i'm actually at Lisa's ATM :D writing this from her laptop :) so why don't you just take a look at her >>fanfic<< and comment, as a thank you!? ;)
and now: guess what! I bought the deluxe edition today *O* (finally KINDA had money for that xD) and then we watched the DVD and we like nearly died about a thousand times!! ♥o♥ and Niall made us pregnant! even though I think being dead and being pregnant isn't a good combo but whatever! xD
seriously: this is PORN!
it really is! just the way they walked made us freak out(in a f**king good way *______________________________________________________* xD)
luckily, there was no one else her at Lisa's house because we totally fangirled and jumped around like awkward frogs or... Jedward! xD ;) and we screamed the hell out of us and yeah... xD
oh and btw: Lisa -who's sitting right beside me while I write this [AWKWARD SITUATION!] kinda sometimes laughs her ass off. haha. now she just stares at me and my writing really weird and NOW! she says: so it starts again...!
yeah... i like writing down what she says xD
okay. i should stop now! i really should! xD but before i do that(i just can't D:) we only have THREE(!) classes tomorrow! *-* yay!
i'll try to upload! :)
bye ♥
same game like last time down there ↓ :)
you(4 people) somehow managed to pick all different colours xD so i decided to pick the one who commented first ;)